That's the way I love you

He is sensible and so incredible
And all my single friends are jealous
He says everything I need to hear and it's like
I couldn't ask for anything better
He opens up my door and I get into his car
And he says you look beautiful tonight
And I feel perfectly fine

But I miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain
And it's 2am and I'm cursing your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you
Breakin' down and coming undone
It's a roller coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

He respects my space and never makes me wait
And he calls exactly when he says he will
He's close to my mother, talks business with my father
He's charming and endearing and I'm comfortable

He can't see the smile I'm faking
And my heart's not breaking
Cause I'm not feeling anything at all
And you were wild and crazy
Just so frustrating intoxicating complicated
Got away by some mistake and now

And that's the way I loved you oh, oh
Never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you


More often we wished that HE would be perfect. He'd do those gentleman stuff we'd only see in the movies. Those straight and right things. Those honorable things. Be the responsible and dependable trophy guy/gal.

But admit or not, too much of the good stuff can drive you nuts. Too much planning bores me. Can't you just not plan everything, and for once try have something spontanous. He could surprise you. Look at you with those beautiful eyes and smile slyly or wink at you if he catch you staring. Dance crazy and act like kids while playing card games or chess. If only someone would really ask you to just dance in the middle of a parking lot or for no special reason other than he wants to hold you close for 15 minutes.

We wonder if he could only think like us and feel like us, he'd know better and we'd be so happy.
Then again, how can he? If you yourself have no idea what mood you are.

I'm really talking nonsense. I just feel extremely happy and sad. Yep, no middle. Just both ends.
I'd rather feel this crazy than to don't have any feelings at all.